and here is my other bestfriend. i am beyond lucky to have him as one. he is the only guy that puts up with me.

I know this is the stage where I have to grow up and experience new things.

I really do miss highschool. I even am including all the harsh times. Suffering from nostalgia is the worst. The beginning of college is coming soon so I just have to sit back and see what God has instore for me. I am so used to my comfort zone; The friends I have known since kindergarten, the house I lived in since I can hardly remember, the morning stop I made at the sonic off M'boro road on the way to school religiously. I suppose what i am lacking is a sense of routine or a sense of stability. Ha, stability. I have not had that in ages.

So, like i said, I guess all I can do is sit back and see what God has instore for me.
or maybe, just maybe, I set myself free and find out for myself.

this is my bestfriend. i am going to see her this weekend. :)

Cinderella Full Movie Part 3 of 5

i watch Classic Disney movies late at night on youtube. You are more than welcome to join? :)

this is me.

im not really sure what the heck i am doing. but the beauty in and of this mere fact is i dont care. :) ill figure it out somehow. so just stick around. 

im really just super lonely.

i am scared i am going to end up alone. there is not a single quality in me worth keeping. this is just frustrating. i cant even cry anymore. im just emotionless. id do anything to be happy like i was last year at this time. things were so different back then. so different.