if i were to ever, it would be for you.

The heart starts skipping a beat
the hands start to nervously shaking.
my knowledge of words become incomprehensible.
all because of you.
im to the point now
where im supposed to admit these things
in such a poetic way that you are knocked breathless.
but i am at a loss for such abilities
all because of you.

this handicap has nothing to do with inadequacy or unfulfillment. 
it is, however,  in regards to the mere fact that
you are much more than sentences on a page
in a notebook i bought at some cheap thrift store.

Truth be told,
you're the way a sunset looks when it glows on the sheets of lovers' unmade beds.
you're the expression on a childs face, christmas morning, when he or she discovers that santa did indeed come down through the chimney bearing gifts once again.
you're the beautifully crazy sound of music blasting through a car that has windows rolled completely down, driving the backroads to an undecided destination.

so if i were to ever write a poem of such novelties, it would be for you.
because above all else, you're the one i have fallen completely in love with.
and that in and of itself, has me at a complete loss for words.